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♥Friday, July 06, 2007
thinking about all these things is really really hurting. like at one moment i am so close to them, & in the blink of an eye, it all went down the drain. or worse. abracadabra..poof! gosh la seh.
i admit that i was a bitch la. [everyone is? even guys right?] i was one, to almost all my friends. my once close friends. & at one moment we were waging war countless times. but its sec4 life, & my last year to make it work. well. i never thought that i had to pick. can't i be okay with 2? one already agreed to be okay, why can't the other 1 also do that?
haven't i made sacrifices? & when my boyfriend is being 'used' just for you to be happy? i didn't expect all this to happen. & i miss that her. i see her suffer & it also hurts me, cause at one point we were like close. i think, the decision i made in the past was foreshadowing the present situation. i didn't mean for all this to happen. & i am telling this straight. she has her OWN decision to make. kankankan? & dearesttttt, i will be here for you NO MATTER WHAT!
haven't i suffered enough? haven't they suffered enough? i just want great happiness in 2007. after that few years of childishness nonsense, i think we all have had enough. agree? even though, we cannot expect everything to be back like how our goondu days were, but we can at least try reach that state?
just pray that god will help me/us through this. amin.
waneez speaks:
[faza] haah! helium seh kene.
[eera] invade eh? havana night i also want!
[eja] dibo heh? burgermbira?
[syarif] naughty! seek forgiveness during hari raya okay?
♥ ghostly-kisses-&-huggs.
