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♥Friday, May 18, 2007
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today was still so boring as ever. i didn't study in school at all. not even a word written on history modern world. waahhh. first time. i think i need to get all this out of myself. i can't hold it any longer. [gosh, i sound as if i want to wee wee. heh.] anyways. yeah. *ROLL EYES* is mine.
so i guess all of you reading this would have know that, these four people are always together. waneez, sab, yaya, faza. well. it has been such a wonderful time lar!! all this while, everything is just being bleahhh-ed about among the four of us. but the problem is this.
some of the living things among us are soooooo...err, i don't know the word for it. seriously. & i have to make it CRYSTAL CLEAR:
1. its not any of our fault that she is like that.
2. i am soo sure that its not MY fault that she is left.
3. she had a choice, & she made it. don't start telling THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD about it.
4. stop STARING for god's sake. why be a busybody? pfft. *managing anger*
5. let her live her own life. she SHOULD have one, right?
the list can actually go on & on. i CHOOSE to stop here. (: & readers reading this, if you think i am downright bitchy or whatever you call it...i am being honest & myself. & i am not trying to trigger a war. i am sick & tired of all this nonsense. i have had enough, but i won't blow up like i used to before. [letting go of the bitchy-ness in me.]
i heard from yaya that some people thought that i have changed. i am so happy about it. i thought its not obvious that i have become more patient than ever. well. after talking to hidayat, he really made me think 7946213128975129 times..or more than that. just ignore & i will do that. ((: [thanks again, friend-ku.] & yes. i have made my decision. i am going to stop playing hide-and-seek, alright. haha. (: pfft. YAY! achievement sehh. whatever.
i did not realise that they are two-faced people.
i did not know that i had LEFT her. pfft.
i did not know that coca-cola was her addiction, i thought it was mine? anyways, i have stopped. for the better.
i did not know that everyone uses the word 'dengar-dengar'.
i did not realise that people outside have something against me. *jaw-drop*
a sentence of advice to all readers:
not all apologies are meant to make things better. some are for the worst. [trust me.]
enough of all that crap. & now. plans of mine.
1. hopefully to complete dance steps & enjoy the audition. more gelek-ing sessions. =X
2. more study sessions with lion, duck & babypolarbear.
3. spend more time with dear after his o lvl malay paper.
yes. that's all. ((: so, readers. you have read what i have been keeping all along. yes. i am more relieved now & i never felt so calm & peaceful before in the year 2007.
tagg replies:
sab: okaay. i update liao.
yaya duck: i update alright. ((: haha. [share with me chocs can?]
akif: HEEELLLLLOOOOO!! haha. yes. i know. i love it too!! -.-
akugadisgendut: haha. no more hide-and-seek lar. penat...
syarif: u too. ((:
yaya duck: haha. i know. but only for a short while larh. dance mahh. ((:
♥ ghostly-kisses-&-huggs.