♥Tuesday, May 29, 2007
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today was awwhhh-some larh! haha. i really enjoyed myself. we stopped by the hospital to send yaya's brother something & we were off to ecp! heh! finally ecp! we came!
the pics are not all larh. some of it only. well enjoy! =) haha. i had satuloriofbestbest & iloveyougirlstillthelobangcacing! haha. and my dear, iloveyouoodles&doodles. thanks everyone for a great day!
before all this lessons were fun too! (:
i will shoot back soon!
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♥Monday, May 28, 2007
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i have a confession to make people.
i have withdrawn myself from THROP. i am not going to dance anymore. that is my final decision. well. i am so sorry to the group leader, aissy. & to THROP, good luck people!
& i am soooo excited for tmr!!!! =) i miss them truckloads sehh!! (:
shoot back:
jlob: haha. i also! =X
sab: ooh. makcik ehk??
syarif: -.-
faza: wokays. u too!
faza: wahh. mr kebosanan run so far ah? no wonder lah. =)
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♥Saturday, May 26, 2007
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hola people! well. finally mr kebosanan went away, at least for awhile. tsk. =) thanks to sabrina lion, i am now reunited with my deary2 once close friend of mine!! -.-

happy belated birthday to you ZAHIDAH BINTE MOHAMMAD SAUKI!
this is zahidah. once i used to call 'za'. but now, people call her 'PAN'. [panTAT kaperr. =))] anyways. yeah. takkaire! =)
shoot back:
amalina: right away!! =)
*pan*: sabar lar slenger. tsk.
mammar hey: seriously. -.-
*pan*: already did!
nazihah: yepps will do!
syarif: okaaay. ((:
jlob: wanwan geng biler kluar? haha.
fir: welcomes!! (:
yaya: they ARE good! heh. the merahlompatsuitorangs! =)
sab: don't worry. me too!
ain: hello!
sab: yes. TIME MANAGEMENT!
yaya: haha. yes. pizzas babe!
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♥Friday, May 25, 2007
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disconnected - the red jumpsuit apparatus
Verse 1:
You know that you are
the center of my attention
and you leave me no choice.
Tripping on to the floor
looking at my reflection
as I follow the chord to your voice
as it rings on through
your voice clearly receptive
like the day we met I knew.
Chorus:
Don't hang up on me, cause
I'm hung up on you
don't tell me how to feel
like you always do
I know you're right
I don't want to fight
is this how our story ends
or a new chapter begins?
Verse 2:
As the days roll by
cant help myself
just sit and wonder why
was it something I said
something I did my girl?
Your wilted roses make me cry
a sentimental sign of rejection
as I follow the chord to your voice.
As it rings on through
your voice clearly receptive
like the day we met I knew.
Repeat Chorus [2x]
even though this band does not consist of good-looking people, i still love them because their songs are super-super-super-super-super nice larh!! haha. well. go find the song yourself though. my blog needs to sleep for awhile. =))
[this is what i did when mr kebosanan comes along. >.<]
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mr kebosanan is taking over my world now. & i am seriously going to drop dead soon. aiyahh. who cares?? =) i'm alone at home, waiting for izam to come back from school. like 45mins from now? then he is going for madrasah. & i will be alone, AGAIN. omg. >.<
i have been bloghopping, friendstering. nothing much larh. =) i need retail therapy.
with sab&yaya&faza:
1. singapore zoological gardens
2. sab's house? haha. =) x-box + baking session
3. east coast park
4. study corner!! [i haven't go okay.]
5. town-ing + shopping
with syarif:
1. east coast
2. arcade!
3. ice skating
so, shall we go?
shot back:
sab: yes! baking session. but wait. what are we baking? *smart qn*
sab: let's not call it dates. hmmm. use some other words. shall we?
faza: heh!! why cannot? =)
faza: okay. don't kembang! (: haha.
nat: hello!! haha. thankss.
akif: erm. i agree. so more the reason i should go out!
namqul: aper kau?! tiber2 bau kasut. out of point sio. & what's with girls? i am only A girl.
amal: ya lar. u action what! see you too.
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♥Thursday, May 24, 2007
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finally. i am online for quite sometime. melayu lessons have been fun! haha. all the moovie marathon.... haha. & the most INTERESTING part. where the whole class got busted. tsk. spoiler sey! tsk. anyways. yeah. can i say that everything is like back to normal? (: haha. kinda glad though. well. all the fun. (:
next. band. i have to perform for syf showcase? alahh. kental benar larh. -.-
herms. maths horrible results. don't ask! bleahh. today is the last of school. yet, someone spoilt it. & i will be staying at home for very very long now. -.- boredom. seriously.
oh crap! tomorrow i have madrasah! & i owe some people time-outs! *brrrrbb* aiyerrr.
well. to that one person. babypolarbear. haha! okay. serious. i feel that i have NEGLECTED you now. gosh. you have grown to one of the most adorable people in my life! a person who has made a great good awhh-some impression on me! muahaha. *emotional dok* i hope we can really go out again? shall we soar together? *out of point* hmms. iloveyoutillthelobandcacingornotthelobangsemotalright?? ((((:
tagg replies:
nenehpork: okay fine. (: i will stop. -.-
eja: hello!!
faza: yar! my 2nd husband!! *melts*
sab: yes. glad that you know. -.-
feqa: haha. okay! thanks! (:
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♥Tuesday, May 22, 2007
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he is cute godamnit peanut you!
well. hello everyone. (: sorry couldn't update yesterday. (: haha. anyways. yeah. today school was uber boring larhh. hahaha. but it was fun at some points. where the songs were played so loud that we attracted ms susan leong. *winks* muahaha. in the morning, i was so bored that i decide to watch the sec threes play soccer. bleahh. so the buroks larh. ((: saw some people i knew on the field...including the referee: joseph. pfft. ((: hahaha. okaayy. then next thing is like so random cann.
kheh hong!! where is the song?? (: bleahh. how long already. -.-
well. there is this song that i write so longg ago. hahaha. something like..... hmm. a sad song? haha. so i am officially releasing the lyrics of a song i composed. enjoy. (: -.-
"You said I am ungrateful
(Then let me go)
You said I am insensitive
(Then leave me here)
You said I am inconsiderate
(Think of my own)
If I wanna make it clear
And I wanna be sincere
Then let me walk away"
there you go. haha. so random. pfft.
tagg replies:
yaya: oh really? im flattered (:
illy: hahaha. he went overseas. (:
faza: yar! random-ma! -.-
fira: why u using my name? tskk. (: haha. type properly larh.
brenda: BRENDDAAAAAA!! ghahahaha. (:
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♥Sunday, May 20, 2007
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hello again people. well. my weekends have been boring larh. sab has been totally MIA. yaya still does come online.. & faza too.
yesterday i went to my cousin's kenduri at woodlands. (: haha. well. i was attracted to this baby girl named : nada. haha. woopsy. i don't know her full name lar. haha. & she was attracted to my mom larhh. so the tembammmm. pfft. macam nk gigiiiiiiit pipi dier...hmmph!!
haha. (: well. im totally bored now. & i think i can like drop dead & roll around! (: haha. okies then.
tagg replies:
haziq: hahaha. -.-
yaya: i hope to be okay larh. (:
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♥Saturday, May 19, 2007
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harlow again. well. i just need to talk to someone please. appear before me & i will tell you.
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i just finished slave labouring today. cleaned my study table. cleaned the whole house lar practically. (: ahaha. well. i am bored now. just bloghopping, friendster-ing, web-smsing. & all the nonsense larh.
i don't know why i feel so horrible. seriously. i have never been depressed before. it feels as if someone in my life had just passed away. that kind of feeling. i dont know lar. ((: i need to clear my head quick.
tagg replies:
syarif: hello. yesh. imy too. (:
yaya: hahah. just post lor. who cares? (; its your blog. & this is mine!! eeek!! ((:
faza: gay song = closer by travis. not how to save a life!! haha.
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♥Friday, May 18, 2007
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madrasah was whack!! [for a moment.] haha. 2 people made my day by getting me chocies!! i hadn't eat chocies since last friday?? haha. thank you haziq & afiq!! can i say i love you guys?? hahahah. *vomits* yay!! 2 packs of m&ms & i bigg bar of hershey!!
& to all the madrasah guys, okay lie arh. not all. some lar. like afiq, wan, firdaus, faris, & whoever who triggered jokes in madrasah just now. u people made my day also. (: thanks yeah! & afiq, lap lah to pintu sampai kilat ehk. =X
to ejah: thanks for listening to my nonsense!! (: sayang kamu lar.
i get more depressed everytime i think about it.
i get more pissed when i find out more.
this just suck.
seriously. pffft.
but thanks to all the people mentioned above..... i am okayy?? hahah. ((: thanks for hearing me out, friend.
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today was still so boring as ever. i didn't study in school at all. not even a word written on history modern world. waahhh. first time. i think i need to get all this out of myself. i can't hold it any longer. [gosh, i sound as if i want to wee wee. heh.] anyways. yeah. *ROLL EYES* is mine.
so i guess all of you reading this would have know that, these four people are always together. waneez, sab, yaya, faza. well. it has been such a wonderful time lar!! all this while, everything is just being bleahhh-ed about among the four of us. but the problem is this.
some of the living things among us are soooooo...err, i don't know the word for it. seriously. & i have to make it CRYSTAL CLEAR:
1. its not any of our fault that she is like that.
2. i am soo sure that its not MY fault that she is left.
3. she had a choice, & she made it. don't start telling THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD about it.
4. stop STARING for god's sake. why be a busybody? pfft. *managing anger*
5. let her live her own life. she SHOULD have one, right?
the list can actually go on & on. i CHOOSE to stop here. (: & readers reading this, if you think i am downright bitchy or whatever you call it...i am being honest & myself. & i am not trying to trigger a war. i am sick & tired of all this nonsense. i have had enough, but i won't blow up like i used to before. [letting go of the bitchy-ness in me.]
i heard from yaya that some people thought that i have changed. i am so happy about it. i thought its not obvious that i have become more patient than ever. well. after talking to hidayat, he really made me think 7946213128975129 times..or more than that. just ignore & i will do that. ((: [thanks again, friend-ku.] & yes. i have made my decision. i am going to stop playing hide-and-seek, alright. haha. (: pfft. YAY! achievement sehh. whatever.
i did not realise that they are two-faced people.
i did not know that i had LEFT her. pfft.
i did not know that coca-cola was her addiction, i thought it was mine? anyways, i have stopped. for the better.
i did not know that everyone uses the word 'dengar-dengar'.
i did not realise that people outside have something against me. *jaw-drop*
a sentence of advice to all readers:
not all apologies are meant to make things better. some are for the worst. [trust me.]
enough of all that crap. & now. plans of mine.
1. hopefully to complete dance steps & enjoy the audition. more gelek-ing sessions. =X
2. more study sessions with lion, duck & babypolarbear.
3. spend more time with dear after his o lvl malay paper.
yes. that's all. ((: so, readers. you have read what i have been keeping all along. yes. i am more relieved now & i never felt so calm & peaceful before in the year 2007.
tagg replies:
sab: okaay. i update liao.
yaya duck: i update alright. ((: haha. [share with me chocs can?]
akif: HEEELLLLLOOOOO!! haha. yes. i know. i love it too!! -.-
akugadisgendut: haha. no more hide-and-seek lar. penat...
syarif: u too. ((:
yaya duck: haha. i know. but only for a short while larh. dance mahh. ((:
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♥Thursday, May 17, 2007
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hello! finally, blog is okay! yeah haaaah... ((: okay. what?! pfft.
currently in love with songs:
1. the fray - how to save a life
2. sum41 - the hell song ( now playing )
3. artic monkeys - brainstorm
4. the red jumpsuit apparatus - face down
random right?? hahah. well. i have got loads to blog about. but kinda lazy. haha. well. next time yeah? seriously, i have got LOADS. TRUCKLOADS. haha. from small ants to big giants. ((: haha.
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♥Tuesday, May 15, 2007
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today i had physics ip. pfft. haha. the test was okay lar. not so bad actually. (: i was with duck, lion & babypolarbear all the while till the end of physics? haha. then we separated when he fetched me outside school. they went to their place to study, & i went off with him. sorry guys i couldnt tag along!! (: & it is our third monthsary today!!!! weeee. he brought me to swensen's. i ate sticky chewy chocolate & he ate......something tower. haha! it was great larh. ((: ilyoodles&doodles. thanks!!
to siti jaliah erman:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JALIAH-THE-BAN-MIAN-LOVER,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU!!
-haha. well. good luck in your future undertakings alright?! & yeahh. you are loved by.......ME!! ((:
to faza, sab & yaya: heyy! sorry if this days i can't seem to tag along with you guys!! i will be having intensive dance practice i guess? unless i drop out. ((: eheh. so we will see how alright? loveyouguystilllobangcacing. -.-
okay. then. i have to do that dumb testimonial which is due tomorrow! people, must bring horrr. verrry important. pfft.
tagg replies:
yaya duck: haha. i love you too! meeeeoooowww.
faza: adventures ker? no lar. give it a more intellectual word. ((: heh.
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♥Monday, May 14, 2007
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thanks to my awesome faza mahirah binte md suhimi bin wagiman bin manan & dearest syarifuddin hidayat bin baginda ali bin i dont know.... THANKS FOR HELPING OUT IN MY BLOG!! ((:
1st pic: faza hse. [yaya taking the photo.]
2nd pic: ramenten!
3rd pic: bus 174. [the wrong one infact, but its a memory!]
places we didnt take pic at:
- national jc LT5.
- & alot more larh. (:
well. i had the most enjoyable time!!
i met yaya first near her block. & i was already having blisters. the foursome met at faza's hse. sab in a dress. yaya in a dress. faza in brown top & jeans. i was in, go see yourself! haha. yes. met faza's sis. okaaay. she is kinda small! ((: took the 307 bus to yew tee & all the way to TOWN! heh.
i cant really remember which mrt station, that a HOTSIZZLINGHANDSOMEORANGPUTEHWITHTHEHIDONGMANCONG walked in!! *screams* okay......faza & yaya caught me 'eyeing' him. oops. embarassing. -.-
we reached town. ate at ramenten. window shopped. ((: heh. yeah. & the others are meant for the foursome memories! ILOVEKAMUSUMERSAMPAILOBANGCACING! heh. & we are the mostHORRIBLEDISGUSTINGSMELLYCREATURES&MONSTERSTHATEVERWALKEDTHEEARTH. haaaahh-haaahh.
tagg replies:
syarif: alalalala. ((; me too. tmr alright? ily.
sab: hello!!
faza: yes! all the way woman!
faza: you know me well!! *melting*
sab: you are already here. ((:
yaya: i haddd truckloads of funn! [who cares abt waR?]
faza & sab: okaaay. i get it. (:
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hello. ((:
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